Its something that you aren’t sure if you want to be a part of, but when it happens it makes complete sense..
When I told my family that I was expecting my first child, I was told that someone said being a mother ‘will make me who I am’ and when K was placed into my arms after he was born, that was it, I was hooked, I had my purpose in life..
I was meant to be a mother.
I remember when I was younger, thinking how hard it would be, how exhausting it must be to be a mother, but what I didn’t expect, was the sheer joy I would feel.. the amount of love I would feel, and with each baby I had, while at first I was worried about how I could split my love between them all, but in reality, if anything how I feel is tripled..
There is no split love here, my heart is better and honestly thanks to motherhood, I feel like I have a place in this world..
Until next time