I honestly don’t know where to begin with all of this.. I turned my blog off a while back because of the situation I was under which unfortunately still hasn’t sorted itself out, I wont go into to much details but honestly.. don’t get married.. ever!!
But I was getting itchy fingers, I missed the routine that I had with blogging, taking time out of my daily schedule to sit down in front of a laptop and spew words onto the page, so here I am.. back again with a passion and I am so glad to turn my ol’ blog back on and share my life a little bit with you once again.
So whats changed? Well for one thing I am beginning to feel a little bit more like me again, I have developed my humor and become more outgoing, I am still learning to drive and I am loving every second of it and once I have some time I am booking my tests and passing them! I met someone amazing which I wasn’t expecting, back in early January I decided to download the dating app Plenty of Fish, part for a joke and part because I really have no way of meeting new people and got pretty lucky on the first try, He is lovely and I have been on many adventures with him, he is yet to meet the children but they seem pretty excited at the idea of it all.
I also got a tattoo and went into London on the train, pretty big things which I used to be so scared of doing, have now been done and dusted.. its honestly so nice to feel confident again and not to mention happy.
Excited for what my future holds and hoping things more forward in ways that are right for the children, it feels odd but I actually enjoy being on my own now, while I have my boyfriend, I’ve gone from this broken human to a stronger more powerful person.
I feel good!