One year ago today I decided to start a blog, It was a half term and on a completely different website.. my baby at the time was a one month old who slept all day so I thought back then that id have plenty of time to sit down daily and write about things..
HAHA!! I still manage to sit down but not daily, mainly because that would be boring to share that today I had a cold bowl of soup because I got busy doing something else, But I am still here, I have days of doubt, am I good enough to continue this? probably not but I didn’t start it back on that rainy day to gain anything besides just an outlet to share silly events or awesome things I find on eBay.
Today compared to last year is a dry one, my now 13 month old is walking around the room as appose to sleeping on my chest, my two other kittens still watch Dinotrux. not today as they are in their bedroom ruining things, and I am still here, cleaning and trying to get on with my life.
What have I learnt in this one year.. not a lot, maybe some new tricks and some new friends in the blogging scene, my growth, not that I was planning on growing my blog.. isn’t exactly where I thought it would be in a year but I am still proud that I have stuck it out for so long.. my main problem just seems to be my constant self doubt and anxiety which I am feeling a lot lately..
But as I look back, I really shouldn’t, as my poor husband keeps telling me, it isn’t a race..
I look forward to the next year, I plan on heading back to the Essex Baby Show and try to pluck up the courage to message and work with brands..
But for now, I’ll just keep on truckin’