ITS DECEMBER AAAAHH!! which just means one thing for me and thats panic buy and panic wrap more toys for my litter and of course, this months goals.
I think I did most of last months, November both felt super long but and rushed by so I didnt get a lot of what I wanted done, I did take more photos which was one of the goals but a few others did get put aside.. but I am here to talk about December and what I would like to achieve this month.
Try to relax more – I worry, way to much, I worry often about worrying which is pretty pathetic, I really want to stop and try my best to not care about things as much as I used too.
Stop Self Doubting – I cant help this one, everyday I doubt myself, if its something to eat or just parenting, I shouldnt wear this because I might look stupid, kind of thing, I need to stop looking in the mirror and calling myself ugly and stupid.. and I am going to try not to do this.. its not good for me and its not good for my children to see mummy so upset about stupid things.
Not let my anxiety get the better of me – for the past, I dont know, six months or so my anxiety has gone through the roof, I am taking Rescue Remedy sometimes daily and I have avoided going into town on my own for a while because of it, I really need to stop thinking the worst is going to happen and just move forward and me more positive.
.. As you can tell the first three are pretty similar, because these all plague me daily and I really want to overcome them in the new year.
Play more games – slightly different, I need to play more games, I tend to go back into my comfort zone with my games and replay the ones I love again, mainly Skyrim, so I want to start trying out different games.. pretty simple.
Be more active – I have slumped in my walking daily, and I need to get back to it, I need to get out and take the kids to school and continue walking afterwards!
Save Money – pretty obviously one really, it’s a goal for every month but I really want to start putting money aside for rainy days, bills usually take over sometimes but I want to go back to no spend unless needed which worked out pretty well..
And that’s it, I’m hoping to once again give it a go and complete some of these goals for this month, it is a pretty manic month full of family and food but I aim to get some done 🙂
Pinch Punch everyone 🙂
Until next time